I don't now what To do please help ?

We found this really nice school its like a house lunch is 1 hour u get 30 mins to dO what you want it's a strik school And they have a farm and horses and cooking class and math languages arts and stuff it's so asome I love it but I just figured out that's it uniforms and I went and try some on and I didn't like them I felt so ugly and I mean I'm the one who hast to wear it and I told my mom I don't Wana go enymore was that wright and told I just go somewhere els I'm going into 9th grade highschool what do guys think please help